| Yeah, Im sorry im hardly ever on, it's just that school's back up again, and jacob works with his dad two weeks at a time, with one week break, and I moved away from the library. Nothing much has changed, the same shit still runs through my head, same questions.....unanswered, same world i used to hate, I realize summer break is just like any other break...as soon as you enter back into the same world you were in before, your problems are waiting for you at the door, they cant even give you like a 5 minute break to stroll around with no problems...
Thats a depressing thought.....let us move on:
Songwriting: Nothing, Im trying to work with these bad set of lyrics called "The Clouds" it's got a good feel to it, it's heart is in the right place, i just need to position it better.
Acting: The only play going on is Le Miserables (by.....oh who am I kidding, I dont know who it's by), and, well, Marius was already reserved for two other people before i heard about the play.
My Beloved Bass: Good, very good, i can whale like a mo-fucker...still hardly any tabs for my lyrics, it's sad really.
Family (Michelle's topic): Mom: exhausted Bill: asshole Grandma (Bill's mom): Well, you know Grandma (Mom's Mom): Hospitalised Claus: feels like shit Tony: little shit Jakob: Master of Aero, Ultimate player of "Ghetto Box".
Freinds: this list has doubled or even tripled this year.....i dont like head-math
Love-Life - Temporarily cutt off, thanks to Clare, Ill pass 25 Clare, dont you worry!
Beleifs: Still the same, IM me or something if you want the full 411 on that...
Love..Person?: Yes, but she is older (by a year), and way out of my league...what else is new
Fuck: AMEN!
Music: Same old, same old: Deftones, Orgy, Tool, A Perfect Circle, KMFDM, Angels On Acid, Celldweller, Marilyn Manson, Pink Floyd, Nine Inch Nails (old nin).
"Love....Person?"....that one bothers me, sometimes she feels so within reach, and sometimes I feel she is so much better than me, its torture, i dont know if Ill ever tell her.....I hate sercrets though, Ive never felt so worthless before. Cold Raven has his love, I have mine, Unfortunately, I cant round up feeling that well or even make a poem that good.
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